I can't. hide any longer...You know who you are..
I have caused myself enough pain, emotionally - now i have soemone to express my feelings to, or however two. He never lets me down - his comments towards me make me feel special. It makes me feel human.
Instead i feel like something non-exsitence, i feel non-human my body is so weird, my feelings or un describable but whenever i'm around him it's liek i can think clearly, and clamly and tell him everything i want to express. Actually he even said that i can trust him and tell him anything.
When i'm around you hon, it's like a whole new world - i'm not trapped in a bubble, trying to stretch my way out but it wont pop. I'm free, my space is so much more, i feel less depressed, and most of all - i can spread my wings with you, hold your hand, and soar over all of my crappy emotions. I can actually babble about anything to you and you'll listen, you wont just nod her head say a few yeah's and yes's you'll talk. You'll understand or try to get me to explain more so you can understand.
You don't stand near me, wrinkle your nose and think about how annoying i am, or think, "why the fuck is he talking about this to me? pfft i don't have those problems anymore he'll figure it out just like i do" and say "Oh well i'unno what to do about that".
I also have two cats i tend to talk to - they're like a mini you, i just babble on and they'll stare at me thinking about what i just said. I also have shrimp and snails, they soemhow remind me of us. We hang out in the same fish bowl - and so do they.
{[[link] bubble is getting smaller and the water is rising - it's hard for me to survive like this, how am i going to change if i keep all my emotions to myself and take it out on someone who i don't feel like being around? Well now i have my someone to talk to, although i have to wait to talk to them, i still am eager to sit down infront of the computer and tell them everything i possibly can.
i'm sorry for those who don't like me - but my friend said that "I'm an amazing person to be with and/or to be around with, i don't know who wouldn't like you.." Yes i know that now, thankyou for telling me, my parents keep saying i look so beautiful, i have all the right features, and that i'm funny.
Okay so yeah i'm clumbsy, not graceful, and naturally hyper. So maybe i'm funny, intelligent, and slow - i don't show that i'm intelligent because maybe my mind is racing - i'm panicing and i'm uncomfortable to tell you the truth.
I'm not sorry for who i am. I'm me, who else am i gonan be? Someone i'm not, no i'll be the same ol' me until i die, from whatever. Maybe i'll die from my body being weird, or for being to stupid and getting ran over. I. Don't. Know. All i know is that life is to short to make friends who treat you like crap, and for you to be someone your not. Make sure you pick the right people, and be yourself...
Just remember, I love you
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